time in
paris: 7.51am
sin: 1.52pm

Good morning everyone...
Greetings from the beautiful city of Paris... the city of romance..

Coming back to this city brings back so many memories of my past relationships with my ex, Javier. The city where I fell in love with him. The memories he gave me when we were here together.. the first time the both of us came to Paris was so beautiful.

When our crew bus drove past Arc de Triumph, I could not help but recall that night when we took our photo there... in the middle of the road. Eiffel tower can be clearly seen from my hotel and the place where we walked together from the train station to Leon (mussel joint) just cant get out of my mind.

This 1 year 5months that we were together, the memories that we build.. times we spent.. things we did together.. countries that we've gone to.. postcards that you've written are all deeply embedded in my mind. Images of you hugging your dog, machi and your mum hugging you from behind; that is the most beautiful scene I've ever seen.

Trying so hard to get over the fact that you are moving on.. that we can no longer build anymore memories together.

I believe time will heal everything.

There is so much to say.. wish we could just talk things out.

Trying my very best now to not think about anything else but it seems like its not working. =(

Ending here with a photo that I took with him outside the train station @ Lourve

I'm in London now.
Start writing this blog @ 2.54am..

I'm so bored.. i got so many things i wan to write on my blog. So many!

I went Harrods again. Had a very yummy lunch with Nurul. I just love to go Harrods and the best thing is.. there is a SALE going on till July 19! How good is that!
Bought a few items @ Harrods... the only thing that is still lingering on my mind is that beautiful Dolce&Gabbana's black 3/4 length dress. Its so beautiful. Fit me just so nicely! *drools!* but the only fall back is that the dress cost 269 pounds. It is totally out of my budget. TOO MUCH! =(

I almost wanted to use my credit card to buy the dress but I did not want my dad to grumble @ me again. I spend too much already! =(

Consulted my baby.. felt that what he said was quite true. I'm buying the dress for Andy's wedding and i'm only going to wear it once. Is it worth to spend that much $ on that?

I left the place with mixed feelings.. sad but yet on the hand feeling happy too. Sad that I can't buy the dress. Happy that i won't feel the heartache after buying the dress.

Can you imagine the sort of stares i got after wearing the dress?

I was sharing a big changing room with all the ladies (u get that sort of changing room when you're doing a fashion show). The moment i slip the dress on.. STARES!!!! everyone was looking at me. I felt good but yet worry coz of the price tag. =(

Well.. i'm in my room now. No point thinking about it anymore. *sigh* I really really like/love that simple black dress!

Feeling super lonely in my room. Wish my other half was here to hug me to sleep.. i could snuggle up to him, feel his heart beat, hear him breathe and make sure he falls asleep before me.

How i wish~!

Gonna try take a nap now. Got a briefing later @ 10.30am. *so early!*

Good night!

warm day~

Singapore's weather is getting warmer and warmer day by day.

On a sunday.. slight breeze but thats not enough!

Im currently uploading my photos onto facebook. So many photos to upload. *sigh*

Gotta keep things short and sweet. Just got my appraisals on my last flight. Pleased with the result but not with myself.. felt I did not give my full 100% plus I was still a lil unsure about my new work environment. Questions asked, I could barely answer which is very disappointing. Gotta upgrade myself more.. think im getting too comfortable alr!

Dear just landed. Gonna see him shortly~

happy 1 year anniversary!

Happy 1 year anniversary baby!

I'm sorry... that I'm not around on our 1st year anniversary. *sigh* I really wish I could be around to celebrate this very day with you. Simple dinner would be so nice! But now I'm stuck in Dubai. *I'm sorry*

I've just loaded up some pictures into my com from my last flight to London. Miss my team people very much. Glad I got the chance to meet some of them.

8 of us are from Team 34M whilst the others are from another team





























Jessie,Kylie,me & Jenny















I'm at White Hart Lane! *wootz* Tottenham Hot Spurs stadium



















My team IFS, Mag's bdae



















I miss Harrods a lot! Lovely place to makan and shop there! Miss the tiramisu there as well!
Oh well.. once I'm trained for the 380.. think I will get sick of London very soon. hee!

At Harrods' pastries section















My favourite-Tiramisu from Harrods















Dinner at Harrods














I'm heading to Moscow tonight. 6 hours plus flight. sigh! Plus I'm only going to stay there for the night and depart really early for Houston. *cross fingers* I hope I have the opportunity to go sightseeing in Moscow!

Dubai.. they call this place a fast growing country with lots of nice new building.
But its too sandy and too windy for me. I'm currently in Dubai now, staying at the Angsana Hotel. Its a very nice hotel and the rooms are very big. They are like suites or service apartment. Fully equipped kitchen. *nice!*


My room






























I had a not-so-bad day yesterday.
Had lunch with my colleagues at this restaurant call 'Japengo' they serve Jap, Asian and Western food too. Food wise - so so.. Drinks selection - not bad!
My colleague, Tracy and I went to the Dubai Mall after our lunch. Nothing spectacular about that Mall, its similar to Vivo City. But the only thing that is different is that they have this really HUGE aquarium that houses all the wild and exotic fishes, sharks and even stingrays. Plus the corals they have in the aquarium are beautiful!!!
Thats the only thing that attracted me. Well, there was a little school fair going on at the basement. Young teenagers from different school were selling different items but their little bizzare was very messy. They had no theme and were just selling different things ranging from handmade bracelet made from ribbons with some fake crystal stuck onto it, perfumes, handmade laptop covers that looked really awful.. to paintings that were done by the students themselves.
The students weren't really focusing on trying to sell their items but they were just sitting there and yakking away with their friends who pop by their stall. Imagine 50 over stalls, playing all the R&B music and young teenagers yakking away and not try to sell their items to tourists like me.

I left the mall feeling bored!

Japengo


































Fried rice can never go wrong! *yum*














At Dubai mall




















































The bizzare

































The aquarium





























Had a hearty meal last night with the crew. I had my Japanese food (lightly salted salmon bento set), whilst the rest of the crew ordered Chicken Tikka, Garlic chicken and prata that came along with different condiments. The food was lovely!
My chief, Derrick also cooked cabbage and eggs with onion. It was so tasty! *yum!* Made me miss home food even more!!!
After our makan, we had a lil mini GV in the crew room where we all watched 'Yip Mun' together. I would recommend that you all watched that show. Its really nice!

So much food!














Christina















CS derrick with his creation, cabbage and eggs with onions

































Just had my late lunch. Ordered spaghetti Marinara from room svc. Not bad! =)

My late lunch

nail polish

I am very impressed with myself for being able to paint my toe & finger nails nice and neat. Just like how the pros would do it at the nail parlour.
I've thought of taking up lessons that allows me to be a professional manicurists but from what I understand.. it takes a lot of time and effort plus you need a steady hand. *which I doubt I can do it.. looking at my roster*

Well.. we'll see how it goes...~

I decided I shall take up knitting as my new hobby! Who knows I could end up selling them online?
I'm also thinking of selling some stuff which I got overseas (thats the problem when I tend to buy too many of the same item).

Leaving for Dubai-Moscow-Houston flight later in the evening. Hope I can spend as much time as I can with love.

He never fails to make me smile whenever he comes out from the immigration check point. My face just glows whenever I see him waving at me. *pure joy!*

Lets see... 9 days...~ Gonna be away from home for 9 long days. My only consolation is that I get to see love when I'm back on the 9 Apr. 9 & 10Apr is his off days. *wootz!* Gonna spend every single minute with him.

Not gonna rant too much cox its getting very late. Think I'm going to head to bed now.

Nights love!

p.s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

had my favourite wanton mee in the afternoon before I went to collect my work sandals

blog name?

A new blog?

A new life?

A new beginning for me?

I've moved on from my old relationship.. coming to almost a year.

Today i chance upon this MTV VJ, Lisa S' blog.. it was really very interesting. She blogged about things that would interest her readers.

the 1st stalk of rose that I received from him



















I thought to myself.. well i haven't blog for a long time. Why don't I start blogging again?
Took me a long time to think of a name for my blog. Hope its not too funny or even weird. lol.

During this period of time, I met my love, Javier. We met in Paris, he melt my heart and made me realize that I found someone who could really understand me and give the quality time that I really need.

Many things happened after we met.. but we manage to pull through. His smile just reassured that things would be ok.

We did many flights together and they were happy flights other than the occasional weird people we meet and the 1 incident where i was really very upset over a colleague for her charms. Even till now, I wish I could do more flights with him. At times, I would feel really very lonely seeing other couples so happy. I miss his companionship, the little sweet moments he would shower upon me when I wake up. I miss him!

trip to Venice

































trip to Manchester





























trip to Zurich, Mount Titlis





























I made a few good friends during this 1 year. I'm happy to have known them and I hope they are not angry with me for spending all my time on my boyfriend.

Dad's birthday is coming. I hope he likes the gift we got for him. *Braun Buffel belt*